one question about that meme : why thomas is the one holding the leash and not you ? :c

but on a side note, you know the party i went to yesterday ? the one where ALL OF YOU let me down ? a lot has happened, and i just wanted to let you know about it. because ... i mean, you'll get the point.
first of all, that stupid producer was there. i didn't want to bother you while you were probably sipping teas and watching something with ethan, but he stayed quiet this time. he came to say hi, as if nothing happened. i could have killed him.

but the reason why i wanted to talk to you about it is mainly due to the fact that dove was also there yesterday and as she was the only good and caring person around, i've spend the evening with her. i wanted you to ear it from me and not from anyone else because you know, i don't want you to think i'm hiding something from you when there's nothing to hide.
do i look like writing this gave me anxiety ?
because it did and i'm afraid you might end up mad at me for spending the evening with her.
gosh, i can't fucking believe this gives me anxiety. what the fuck have you done to me caro ?

yeah but you're my boyfriend now; and you're older than me so i'm your responsability now

i don't know, i mean you know me. he didn't try anything weird anyway, so i thought "ok, well, as long as i'm avoiding him it should be ok." but now i know, whenever none of you wants to come to a party it's a red flag : i will not go.

and i mean we just talked, surrounded by a bunch of a-list stupid celebrities. we chat about our lives, our projects, and a lot of other stuff girls talk about.
and yeah, that was never a serious thing. i just thought it was ... i don't know, legit to let you know ? in movies, this is typically the kind of thing that would lead to a fight like "owh, wait, why you didn't tell me about it ? do you have anything to hide?" and i wanted to avoid having a fight for something that stupid. i already hate fighting with you, so if we can avoid having useless fights, that would be great and that would mainly keep my anxiety away, yay !

careful what you wish for, I might end up thinking that you wanna be my slave.

ehh… even if parties aren’t exactly my cup of tea anyway, I gotta admit that the ones where there’s only other famous people tends to make me cringe af
like idk
even if there’s always weird peeps, at least they don’t think that everything must be granted to them just because they have *a name* yk

okay, okay, I see.
I mean, that’s cool that you told me and that’s definitely better than learning about it in the press
even though I gotta admit that I almost had an heart attack becausewedidntreallyhadthexclusivitytalkbutitsokayiamalivethen

depending on the context i might not be against it

yeah. trust me i've learned my lesson anyway so no more party if i'm the only one, it'll be better no matter what and i'll sure have more fun yay.

OMG, what ?
no, no, no, no, no !
i mean, no, we didn't have that talk but it sounded obvious i mean, i thought i've made pretty clear that i'm literally OBSESSED with you. like how can i even want to see someone else when i get the chance to be with someone like you ?! you should see my fyp on tiktok. it's just filled with you because i got so sad not to wake up next to you this morning that i've basically watched edit of you on this stupid app.
just to say that ... yeah, i do consider us as exclusive. even without having this talk i mean, yeah that was obvious for me, yay.

noted
that won’t be forgotten

I’ll make the effort to come with you more often when the others don’t
don’t want a high maintenance hyperactive Vic in the studio because you’re too bored
no thanks
been there, done that
🥲

EH YOU NEVER KNOW
ofc it seemed obvious to me too but I was like « eh you can’t blame if it isn’t obvious for her too since we didn’t share a word about it »
but yeah nah, i’m definitely not sharing u with anyone
and about tiktok… gotta admit I’m not the biggest user of it but I might become one from now on if there’s so much to see
i’mma make an account rq

aaaaw, you know me too well ! and you know how annoying i can be when hyperactive, that's cute !   just for that i'll give you some rest next time i'll be in the mood to do a hundred things at the time and i'll go bother mommy ethan !

... but to be honest even if we decided not to be exclusive i would have change my mind pretty quickly, like i would NEVER be able to share you with anybody. like ever. you're stuck with me dumbass  
omg there's so much to see. it's pretty fun. i'm staying lowkey on the app, but honestly i can spend hours watching stuff on it - and a lot of them are related to you now, thanks to my algorithm.  

poor ethan, always the collateral damage

should've guess that we were gonna be on the same page about it, I guess
but that's still pretty comforting

okay okay I admit, I might've hacked your account just to be sure that you're thinking of me even on your social networks.
not sorry.

you liar ! you didn't, i don't believe you !
however you really are on my tiktok fyp.
our fans are pretty amazing, they're making amazing edits.
like sorry, not sorry, but i have to share because ... that's the first vid i've seen when i opened it like few minutes ago.

Spoiler:

i bless our fanbase for that, as much as i bless your parents for creating someone as extraordinary as you - and as hot as you, too.

now if you'll excuse me, i have a full afternoon of simping schedule.
yes, i really do talk about the fact i'm gonna spend my entire afternoon watching edit of you.
gosh, i'm even worse than our fans.

okay I wasn't expecting it to be that awkward to see yourself in this kind of things but eh, I'm not gonna complain if it has that kind of effect on you  

lmao, I'll tell my parents the compliment, I'm sure they'll be thrilled  

how can I search for something in particular ? my FYP is full of POV and dancing people and it's cringe af, send help